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The D-beets

23 years. the 24th is the 1st of type 1. girl. living backwards.


"so this week was cool except my diabetes tried to kill me and i lost my ambulance virginity. that wasn’t fun. but i started thinking my life might be extinguished soon, or now, or later. and no one is going to know all the shit that i’ve done. i mean it’s not really interesting but i’ve read a lot of books and if i could, i would just read all the time. it would be thousands i think. also, i’ve written a bunch of poetry that i lost after a fucked up hard drive abandoned me. almost like it never even existed. i’ve been in love twice. i have a couple of recurring dreams, one is kind of anime themed. i had a one night stand with a guy who had a whole room filled with VHS tapes. seriously. i thought i was crazy. anyways, i can’t think of anything else memorable. maybe that’s all there is." 

Apr 21st at 2AM / 0 notes

"just realised it’s 3pm and i haven’t done a blood all day. and instead of actually doing one i’m sitting here on tumblr. but now i’ll do it. 6.0. i’m okay with that." 

Mar 9th at 11PM / 0 notes



Feb 18th at 1AM / via: qobot / op: asexual-not-a-sexual / 172,897 notes

asexual-not-a-sexual:

I think this speaks for itself. Accepting a person doesn’t mean you get to put limits on their freedom. You can’t be an ally and want us to stop talking, or labeling, or demanding to be heard. 

Acceptance has no exceptions. Period. 

awesomesauce


"Death by tray it shall be." 

Feb 18th at 1AM / tagged: eddie izzard. star wars. / 7 notes


Feb 9th at 9PM / tagged: diabetes. is a bitch. / 1 note

it’s been one of those days, woke up took a shower sat down to back up my hard drive and started to feel sick, suddenly remembered my pump had a no delivery alarm last night but i was really naughty and just unscrewed the battery. i had been sans pancreas for like FIVE HOURS, so not only was my reservoir dry but my battery was also dead which doesn’t even make sense, but now, even though i’m plugged into the matrix again and it hasn’t been that long, i’m getting that ominous tingly, skin prickly, floating feeling that is almost definitely a hypo.